Hey yo! today was pretty eventful.... i actually woke up at 7 in the morning as i was supposed to go for my year three maths..... but i felt really really tired... but i knew that if i missed this lesson, i would have to quit the whole programme..... after thinking for awhile, i decided to go back to sleep and give the maths a miss.... haha.... yea, i'm out of the year three maths programme now.... i slept till 12 noon and then proceeded to meet the pals in school for some cool badminton action.... yea, sham, leon, jas, akil, kel, zhiyong were there and it was really fun.... it has been quite a while since i held a racket in my hand, so obviously i was really really rusty.... haha.... but it was cool.... i had fun.... but somehow throughout the whole time, i juz felt that something was seriously wrong.... i couldn't pinpoint that feeling to anything.... i hate the feeling.... i tried to ignore it but it juz wouldn't go away..... its like whenever i had that feeling in the past, it always turns out to be true, that something was wrong..... sigh, what can i do.... i'll juz have to wait and see.....

after badminton, the group went to city hall for dinner.... but i didn't cause i juz felt really tired and my mum had already cooked dinner.... and then, when i got home and while i was watching the channel 5 news, i saw leon and renee..... yea, they were on the news bout some research on toxins in food or something.... haha.... cool siah.... leon had actually told me to watch out for the news 2 days ago but they didn't air it then.... and when they finally aired it today, leon was not at home... haha.... i gave him a call and he sounded pretty excited.... cool....

oh ya, diana smsed me on thursday saying that she has signed up for nyppal.... haha... was kinda shocked when i heard that... haha... she was saying that after regina, miss dorothy and me approached her and asked her to join, she gave up and decided to sign up.... she took it as a sign, after 3 people asked her.... haha.... but get this straight k girl, i didn't force you to join, it was your own decision.... haha.... and yah, the secret that i was talking bout is out..... clare is in nyp.... yea, how cool is that! haha.... akil was shocked when we met her at the bridge linking fj and macs..... he was really really shocked..... you should have seen the expression on his face then.... it was priceless man.... cool..... hehe....

A lot of stuff has happened to me.... i feel now that my position in both my clubs are pretty shaky.... people don't trust me anymore.... especially in the german club.... had a disagreement with the advisors and things are not looking very nice.... they don't show it but i can sense their discomfort..... stress, stress, stress..... maybe its time for me to step down.......


Riz lost himself at 7/10/2004 11:45:00 pm

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